Honestly I am struggling

When I left pastoral ministry, I had a deep and burning anger towards Christians.. I tried to process some of it in professional therapy.

I’ve had much of that anger return in the past few months and I’ve really been struggling with it (you may have noticed )

Christians often share about their struggles in the “past tense” after they “overcome it.” I don’t know when (or if) I’ll overcome this. To be honest, I was drinking THC Drinks almost every night just to relax.

I know I’m not the only one struggling, and this might be too transparent… But I’m hoping this helps other people realize it’s okay to struggle right now, and not just after you “overcome” it.

I don’t have the answers – but I remain deeply committed to Jesus… Seeking God in the Scriptures… And attending my local church.

The only advice I can give is do not turn away from Jesus because some of his followers are ******** idiots… (Myself included at times).